6.17.2009

One Of These Days

Dear Self,

One of these days you are going to learn to keep up with this rapidly spinning world. Wouldn't it be nice for just one day to be your own, where you make the rules? Of course, but some shots aren't yours to call. Don't let this tear you down and rip you apart, all will go as it should. Just remember it's easier to laugh it off some days, but eventually you will have to face reality. When the flames get too hot, don't sweat it, just play it cool.

Love,
Yourself

6.08.2009

Breathe

Dear Self,

You were trying and it wasn't you that gave up this time. But lets be honest, you saw this one coming. Just unfortunate how long you spent waiting around just to let it all go. It's tough but you will be better off moving on.

Breathe Liv, breathe.

Love,
Yourself

6.06.2009

I Waited All Night

Dear Self:
Why did you wait all night? Yes, an entire night spent waiting. Did you think that something just might actually change today? Everything is still the same. Wipe that smile off of your sad, let down face. Faking a smile is all to easy for you. Stop it. To bare a real smile may seem like its not in the cards right now, but it is... All in due time. It's true, someone else should be concerned with putting a smile on your face. Maybe they just don't quite understand. The one option that seems the easiest is giving up, but girl, you're not a quitter, so don't give up so fast. But you shouldn't have to keep waiting every night. Think back to a year ago, constantly waiting for the call that was promised. A call that never was actually made. Yes, it'd be nice to be able to count on just one thing in life, but life has a funny way of kicking you back when you try to get ahead of it. So just let it work itself out. You know what's at stake and so does the other.

Love,
Yourself