Special Invitation

I've just been waiting for that

Special Invitation

When I hear the words

I'll know it's not just an indication

It's a celebration

A good vibration

A separation

Of hope lost and moving on

Or time spent and hurt spread

Of words you cannot take back

Or words you never said

But one word was stuck in my head

It kept me thinking of when this would end

A small signal that just didn't send

Of captivation, of knowlegde and fear

Just waiting for something you wanted to hear

But this ship is not one you intended to steer

It's becoming so clear

Do I want to stay here?

Tolls

Everyday I think of you.

EVERYDAY.

Are you thinking of me?

This is me,

knowing there is more to this than I've seen.

Or this is me,

wondering where the time has gone

and why I don't hear from you anymore.

I'm close enough to catch up,

but far enough behind to lose you.

Don't run much further.

We wont be alone for long.

I see happiness.

I feel passion.

I see danger.

I feel scared.

I see hope.

I feel love.

Don't let me lose you before I ever know.

These aren't mixed messages,
this is just 3500 miles taking its toll.