Fair-weather: Weakening or failing in time of trouble.
Listen closely, like friends when you were young and someone cooler came along,
fair-weather has never been a good thing.
Especially when it is lodged in your heart.
A fair-weather heart was never the type of heart I wanted to invest mine in.
Yet, I have.
The mistake lies in the bad days.
When you are finally just so happy you cant imagine anything different,
and then everything changes.
It's like standing in a dressing room excited for all the cute things you are about to try on, and then randomly the walls come down around you.
And you are left standing in the middle of a department store,
TOTALLY NAKED.
You can't depend on anything when everything is fair-weather.
Especially not happiness, forget about that stuff.
Because fair-weather is fickle and faithless, unsure and unreliable.
Know now, that as much as you yearn for even a week of normality,
of laughter and smiles, just a tiny bit of happiness,
you wont get it, because things will just get worse.
It's just that a fair-weather heart never gives you what you desire.
It will build you up and bring you down over and over and over.
Even if you are a fighter, like me, you should know that waiting on a fair-weather heart,
that not giving up and hanging on,
does not work.
Fighting a fair-weather heart is nearly impossible.
Listen closely, like friends when you were young and someone cooler came along,
fair-weather has never been a good thing.
Especially when it is lodged in your heart.
A fair-weather heart was never the type of heart I wanted to invest mine in.
Yet, I have.
The mistake lies in the bad days.
When you are finally just so happy you cant imagine anything different,
and then everything changes.
It's like standing in a dressing room excited for all the cute things you are about to try on, and then randomly the walls come down around you.
And you are left standing in the middle of a department store,
TOTALLY NAKED.
You can't depend on anything when everything is fair-weather.
Especially not happiness, forget about that stuff.
Because fair-weather is fickle and faithless, unsure and unreliable.
Know now, that as much as you yearn for even a week of normality,
of laughter and smiles, just a tiny bit of happiness,
you wont get it, because things will just get worse.
It's just that a fair-weather heart never gives you what you desire.
It will build you up and bring you down over and over and over.
Even if you are a fighter, like me, you should know that waiting on a fair-weather heart,
that not giving up and hanging on,
does not work.
Fighting a fair-weather heart is nearly impossible.
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